Oh Hey

I really wish I had something to do. Anything to do. I realized today that this sentiment will only get worse as school ends and I find myself unemployed. I really hope I get a job soon, or life is just going to be ridiculous. I find myself lately thinking of several funny things and stories and wanting to post them on my blog or facebook until I realize that people think I'm a good nice person and I don't want the word to get out about how scandelous I am. I can't think of anything really great or amazing that happened this week, because two weeks ago I realized that almost any movie ever made is posted on youtube and I now waste hours of my life on the internet. I aslo discovered mylifeisaverage.com and I'm addicted. I can't stop reading, because every so often there is a really funny post. Random positive reinforcers. They work. I'm a believer. Anyway, I must get on with my life and discover something productive to do. -Me

Ordinary or Extraordinary?

Today I decided to google the title of my blog and see if it would come up. To my dismay it did not. Apparently everyone else thinks their lives are as amazing as mine, so they all named their blogs the same thing. It makes you wonder sometimes, just how special you really are. I'd decided that my life is basically great. I have great friends, a great family, a great education, a great future career, great looks; I've got it all. Then I go to my college class and learn that it is the lower level stage of cognitive development to have such an inflated ego and assume that all the world is watching you. Sad day. Yet it is still a matter of perception. I think I'm great. So why shouldn't I be? That's my opinion. What do you think? -Me

Fame and Fortune

I watched Ellen today and realized that my easy money is going to come from becoming famous on youtube. I'm using all of my pent up feelings to write a song. I've already envisioned the music video and the ensuing contract offers, concerts, and record signings. I actually got the idea from the last time I spoke with my ex-boyfriend and he sarcastically remarked that I should write an angry song about what a jerk he is. I think it is the best advice he ever gave me. In the meantime I'll continue my search for a minimum wage job here in Logan. The good news is that for now I have plenty of time for my daydreaming. -Me